take me home tonight

it's time. i've been here awhile and it's just time. never thought i'd say i missed baltimore. i don't particularly miss much about baltimore, just kinda my fam and my bed. i've felt like i've been in a hotel for 4 months and it's getting tiring. living in maria lara's basement apartment is getting way old. the food sucks and everything smells like poopy caca. will miss the kids though but am psyched to meet the second semesterers. it's like being a freshman all over again. or summer camp. was sick last week and as i hung my head over the italian toilet bowl i just wanted to scream mommmmy like i used to when i was little and moan in her arms as she tucks me into bed with a cold wet washcloth on my baby head. thanksgiving was remarkable. in fact, i had two. one on friday night too at my brown uni friend josh's apartment with his italian family and more wine and such. and a sweet apple crumble. it was good cause i was afraid i'd be way homesick since i was without fam on thanksgiving.

am worthless. still a lot of sights to see in dear firenze and only 2 weeks to see them. well, and next semester too but i'm a procrastinator and am concerned i'll just forget everything. went to mass tonight. sundays are worthless so if i get out to mass i feel like that makes up for something. i like hearing loads of italians chanting about gesu cristo in italiano. and i mumble the prayers in english. it's whack but cool. off to pizza. ciao for now.